The person I look up to seems like they had to take back saying they cared about my experiences in fame but maybe just fixed me up and sent me in my way saying they can’t cuz they later followed and became more famous themselves.  They were gonna “comfort” and “care for” me in some way, in ways that met needs.  However, this happened and it’s like my needs can also just disappear into thin air.  I already suggested I am positive and not about sadness magnified as dominant, but that doesn’t seem to be working, neither.