I don't believe in bad words.

They keep pretending I meant something in my thoughts I didn't.

I just keep being told I'm in trouble for something and am bothered about things that shouldn't be.

They won't stop inappropriately stimulating the person I look up to.

My life is miserable every day.

So, what, I don't have to listen to anyone?

My dad's oldest younger sister keeps popping in saying she'll take away the person I look up to, my talent on the violin, or my love of Tamagotchis, if I think something she doesn't approve of.

They keep saying I'm in big trouble and no one else is.

They keep having my dad's oldest younger sister project her disgusting views of traits from my dad.

They said my dad's oldest younger sister totally went in and inappropriately stimulated someone I look up to.

They are trying to put pressure on my hands for playing violin to ruin it for me and someone I look up to.  Like, if I was attacked and wanted to say in my head someone was trash, then they ruin it for me, like ruining some of something that happened at a related time.  They said my grandma said it.

Supposedly someone I look up to is having significantly inappropriately giddy moments from others’s wishes different from before.

People are trying to poke at the private beliefs of someone I look up to.

People are acting all glamorous like my Gramma thinks I was socially improper as a toddler.

People are reducing me to their generational problems and using a Late Baby Boomer I look up to as a toy to make me feel bad and act like I socially deserve to be publix like that.  It’s specific people at a threat to mistreat my relationship, and the world goes crazy, like that was their bait.

They are acting like someone I used to trust and look up to being mean to me to inappropriately stimulate the person I look up to “too much.”

The offenses are not little leaks but how things are as a threat in the big picture.

Why is the person I look up to being targeted as having “perverted” needs, in general? like they are weird?

It seems people have caught on and the people involved experimenting on me being up someone who used to be nice.  They are used to inappropriately stimulate someone I look up to supposedly.  I can’t seem to get good ole friends who don’t care about me to stop being brought up like chains being dragged along the floor, attached to my body.

It would be good if the person I look up to had a good time.

What about their supposedly getting "too" giddy?  Maybe, they had it in them all along and so do other people.  If it's the thing that is made to be affirmed.

What do you wanna talk about concerning someone I look up to supposedly getting "too" giddy about improper exploitation over the world all the time forever, at least in memory?

They think the answer is that I can't have a relationship with them, probably, when it supposedly personally made sense before tho.  If it wasn't right, they should figure it out outside of the issue of them supposedly being "too" giddy.

If they are in critical condition concerning me, they should get help, tho I guess they won't since no one in the mental health field seems to do anything that's worth it like in my past.

Each day is disgusting.

It’s all become nonsense.  I think someone did it to her, thinking it’s going to happen, anyway.  It wasn’t supposed to be a shock and available for just anyone in the world, alone to see.

They are hysterically learning more.

My world is just a bunch of feistiness about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to.

Yesterday, my mom acted hysterically that someone I look up to was inappropriately stimulated about the whole world knowing they exist, and, now, people are still onto teasing me all the time knowing about her and trying to inappropriately stimulate her.

What is the problem?  I said the person I look up to was a happy person, but they made them not talk to me.

No one should stop me in any way, that's reasonable, from having my private life when best and meeting people I like or look up to.

Supposedly, they are acting like someone I look up to and others are doing the do see do getting naughty with anyone who came in close contact with me against me.

They probably want to "do it for real" rather than see it as only "acting" like they did it.  Like, I could meet people, but instead they think other people I knew made me "what" I was and so are thanking them and meeting them sometimes instead in weird ways that are kinda good in a stimulating way but then again life isn't perfect anyway.  I just don't wanna be "Super American" and go around like a machine dodging any little feeling like it's too inappropriate and crash and burn.

They aren't going away and keep coming back acting like someone in a tacky way.

They keep dealing with me trying to ruin me with how other people are.

They keep coming in and going out pretending to be someone telling me to do things that you don't have to do, perverted things, like someone I look up to just tossed it in their subconscious.

Quit blaming me.

They keep presenting me with drunken, drugged drivel.

They drill in my head this deliriousness at important times, like the important part is to always be gaming with me like that.

What, you think you all dramatic being mean to me?  Racist.  No good can come outta that.

If I think off, they get dangerous.

Edit

I edited a recent post.

I don't enjoy these antics of theirs.

I'm not bowing to Late Boomers.

Everyone just keeps being mean to me.  What  happened to them?

People pretend I'm a brat if anyone is nice to me.

I get a lot of shit as interaction.

Why are there stupid people going around talking!

Why don't bad people shut up?

Who cares about the world?  You gonna make me?

They keep saying they didn't mean to be mean to me but still were a lot.

They are taking away my relationship, they said, and I suffer.  The relationship gets stimulated by the whole world all the time instead.

Before, they said they met my needs but suddenly don't have any.

They said someone I look up to isn't my relationship anymore after they said they were getting ready to do something better.

My mom said every time someone I look up to approaches me to think of a mean and somewhat disgusting black guy touching his hips in front of me.

They said my relationship was inappropriately stimulated in making me wait like they are special like a baby.  This sounds like directions in aggravation from my dad’s oldest younger sister.

I’m getting made fun of like I’m shit.  People “worship” someone I look up to and say I’m shit.

They acted like things would get better and then said they could really take away my relationship.

I lived with people thinking I’m bad and they prevented me from having a relationship with someone.  They overload me ruining my life like that just comes out.  I am nice.

People are making up shit about me.  They are acting like I am shit.

The people responsible are acting like they are ruining my chances of meeting people who want to meet me.

Whenever I think I’m okay, someone I look up to supposedly has to ruin it and now like call it off.

My family and strangers are being mean to me saying someone I look upyous weird and did it.

They keep saying someone I look up to is saying my life is trash.

They said my relationship started being pervertedly stimulated.

They pretend I am bad.

They said I have to submit to their saying I can’t have things and they pick on me.  I can’t even ignore it and weed out what I think happened and they keep doing it!  I just don’t want to deal with all this perverted thinking overloading my mind.  I can’t get by without being picked on.

They keep bringing up someone I don’t wanna.

They keep saying they are inappropriately influencing and stimulating someone I look up to.  They were a friend.  I don’t know what’s wrong,

Looks like they don’t have anything good to say.

They snuck by saying they would and should support the person I look up to to do things and then cause them inappropriate stimulation and get them from me.

They want to prevent me from having a relationship.

There are people going around wanting to inappropriately stimulate the person I look up to.

The person I look up to seems like they had to take back saying they cared about my experiences in fame but maybe just fixed me up and sent me in my way saying they can’t cuz they later followed and became more famous themselves.  They were gonna “comfort” and “care for” me in some way, in ways that met needs.  However, this happened and it’s like my needs can also just disappear into thin air.  I already suggested I am positive and not about sadness magnified as dominant, but that doesn’t seem to be working, neither.

“Silver Lining”

It can be good to talk about them, but they are illucidating on inappropriate things and keeping me from having much of a relationship.  It’s like they don’t feel I should have one.

They want to believe it is right and natural and there’s a reason.

They are doing it for the sport.

My dad seems to have some issue with me, finding I enjoy older people.

They want to block me from them and say they don’t feel like talking to me.

On top of it all, tho, it’s to inappropriately stimulate and affect them to hurt my relationship, claiming I’m in trouble.

Lies

People act like they care but then again do the opposite, some of them.  I dunno how this catches on naturally.

The people may not achieve the molestation for which they wish, but it seeems the person I look up to feels something about it in the end in some cases, possibly.  My relationship staggered, almost like it doesn’t really matter.  It’s like the person is thru with regular life, as tho their age is taking its toll.

If I get used to it, my my mom pokes at me and worsens it.

There are people monitoring me in private, and people like my dad and his oldest of 2 younger sisters feel like I need to be punished for no reason.  Strangers participate in perpetuating this, too.

Someone I look up to has been inappropriately stimulated and maybe affected, seemingly at least.

Everyone knows about someone I look up to, and it’s ruined my possible relationship with them.