I don't believe in bad words.

They keep pretending I meant something in my thoughts I didn't.

I just keep being told I'm in trouble for something and am bothered about things that shouldn't be.

They won't stop inappropriately stimulating the person I look up to.

My life is miserable every day.

So, what, I don't have to listen to anyone?

My dad's oldest younger sister keeps popping in saying she'll take away the person I look up to, my talent on the violin, or my love of Tamagotchis, if I think something she doesn't approve of.

They keep saying I'm in big trouble and no one else is.

They keep having my dad's oldest younger sister project her disgusting views of traits from my dad.

They said my dad's oldest younger sister totally went in and inappropriately stimulated someone I look up to.

They are trying to put pressure on my hands for playing violin to ruin it for me and someone I look up to.  Like, if I was attacked and wanted to say in my head someone was trash, then they ruin it for me, like ruining some of something that happened at a related time.  They said my grandma said it.

Supposedly someone I look up to is having significantly inappropriately giddy moments from others’s wishes different from before.

People are trying to poke at the private beliefs of someone I look up to.

People are acting all glamorous like my Gramma thinks I was socially improper as a toddler.

People are reducing me to their generational problems and using a Late Baby Boomer I look up to as a toy to make me feel bad and act like I socially deserve to be publix like that.  It’s specific people at a threat to mistreat my relationship, and the world goes crazy, like that was their bait.

They are acting like someone I used to trust and look up to being mean to me to inappropriately stimulate the person I look up to “too much.”

The offenses are not little leaks but how things are as a threat in the big picture.

Why is the person I look up to being targeted as having “perverted” needs, in general? like they are weird?

It seems people have caught on and the people involved experimenting on me being up someone who used to be nice.  They are used to inappropriately stimulate someone I look up to supposedly.  I can’t seem to get good ole friends who don’t care about me to stop being brought up like chains being dragged along the floor, attached to my body.